| Man.
All I've been doing lately
is sleeping and eating.
eating and sleeping.
SICK.
Today on E!
the girl host ended the "Daily 10"
by saying "LATE!"
Looks like someone
has been hanging around
Nug palace.
& Looks like someone
has no life.
since she is watching the "Daily 10"
Pop culture at it's worst.
LATE! |
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| Hmm...that's awesome.
Don't you love it when girls magically
have time for their boy intrests,
but no time for the rest of their friends?
yeah that's cool.
or when they have the time to be
friends with your boyfriend...but not you?
yeah I love it.
oh well. I didn't expect too much anyway.
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| That was laughable.
next time you want to be my friend.....
let me know.
are you really worth
countless second chances?
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| LET ME TELL YOU.ONE DAY.
everything is so vibrant and perfect.
everything is so.....everything.
(as it should be.)
I want to move nothing out of it's place.
and it's all perfect....each in it's own way.
It feels great to finally be in love, be inside of love,
know the feeling and to come to terms with it.
I'm not hiding, I have no doubts, I'm not holding in any fear.
that was the past. and its the present...
I'm processing it.
and i like it.
and everyone is telling me
they are happy and all that
but I know they arent
they know they arent
I'm not happy.
but so content.
and so blissful.
and so-so-so-so and so on.
sometimes i wish my friends would stop
playing magician and stay.......
sometimes I wish I was mean enough
to just say what i wanted...right out in the open
but im not mean enough.
so I dress all the BS up,
in carefully thought out phrases.
then nobody knows what im really talking about
except myself.
and maybe anybody who has found the secrets to ESP
but i highly doubt that.
anyway, its 1 am.
i cant sleep again......
i hate being alone.
so its my mission after tonight
to never sleep alone again. |
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